OI.....what a freakin month....i can honestly say that June was the worst fucking month on this bloody year. Lets recap the misery shall we?
-It was raining almost every goddamn day
-Got into an argument with my mother so bad that i got kicked out the house; then ending up going back in...what a waste of time.
-Drama with me and Leslie, as well as BIGGER drama with Lelly and Tailz, all this drama is so pointless its sad.
-Ed McMahon Dead
-Farrah Fawcett Dead
-Micheal Jackson Dead, which by far hit me the hardest, i mean, the guy was an ICON, hits songs were hits, and dancing incomparable! ~sigh~ at least hes in a better place now. R.I.P
-Just when thought we got enough deaths of famous people, now Billy Mays, The guy who does those Oxi-Clean commercials, dies of a heart attack! WTF man?! is the Grim Reaper just runnin around with his scythe killin everyone in view?! JESUS!!
-Me finding out that i had an anger issue as well as an indifference to everything and everyone...that shit aint good for the soul.
-More drama with my mother, especially since a job pigeonholed her into a crappy job..great..just fucking great.
.....and thats about it...so.how does this crapfest of a month fare? well..it pretty much sums as...EPIC FAIL!!!! FACEPALMS COMMENCE!!!

yeah...this month sucked monkey cock...july better be.....better. ~sigh~ but i also gotta learn to not be so negative and stop complaining so much, like Akantor keeps saying, but its hard man. i know im WAY fortunate than others...but still..things can be a lot better. its not like i have a girlfriend who can cheer me up when im down you know...bad enough i cant get JACK in this fuckin state. I also want to stop being so Care-less, like i dont care about anything care-less, i want to have a heart and lose my Dark aura, but with very little friends in my state, and my depression, its gonna be fucking hard. i hope i can do it. well...goodbye June! and good fucking riddance. lets hope july is better and my next journal entry wont be so gloomy. Laters.